Following Baby Reindeer creator Richard Gadd’s treble win at last weekend’s Emmy Awards – for acting, writing and producing the Netflix hit – the woman who claims he defamed her in his story of being stalked has shared the extent of her suffering.

“Baby Reindeer” got three other nods at the Primetime Emmys: Nava Mau was nominated for supporting actress alongside Gunning, while Tom Goodman-Hill was nominated for supporting actor and Weronika Tofilska was nominated for directing. All, including Gadd and Gunning, were first-time nominees.

Created by Gadd, Baby Reindeer won 6 Emmy Awards at the recent celebration of the 11 they were nominated for including Outstanding Limited Series, Outstanding Lead Actor & Outstanding Writing for Gadd, and Gunning’s for Outstanding Supporting Actress in a Limited Series.